I’m feeling really optimistic today about nothing in particular and this is before my coffee. Must be the fall in the air, this summer was like a full time job unto itself. I’m really hoping fall is more relaxing. What I mean is I don’t want to hang out anymore lol. I’m all hung out.
I took a walk over my lunch break and it was beautiful. The city is so crowded, so many lives happening and I know I’m one of the fortunate ones. I am having a hard time concentrating on anything in the good daydreaming way but also a little in the bad, anxious way. Summer is nicer than winter but I don’t know when I’ll ever feel on top of things. Even though it doesn’t get any better than this, probably.
I get stressed a lot, but I just had a moment where I realized how lucky I am to have this weird job where I can contribute to helping people, mostly do things I find interesting and take home enough money to have a good life. A good life with good friends, a great family and the best boyfriend. I haven’t even had my coffee yet, y’all. Anyway I thought I should memorialize this moment cuz you know life feels like shit sometimes and what’s the point of that? We only get one life.
Nothing like wearing the most revealing shirt to the gym than you’ve worn in ages on the same day the in-house health check at work proves with science that you’re overweight and pumping more cholesterol through your body than a KFC fryer in veins that have the urgency of bassett hound.Maybe I don’t have my self-disparaging health metaphors down yet. It’s high blood pressure.